well...

for the life of me, i am truly happy.
i am happy.
i am happy.
i am happy.
possibly, if i type it enough...it will start to sink in? yes?
i want to be...oh so happy
but i just can't get over my pessimistic nature.
frustrating as ever.

iamhappy. iamhappy. iamhappy. iamhappy.
is it working yet?