the act of moving on with my life is hard to grasp
the motions may all be taking place but the reality has not started to sink in
the bedding is being bought
the rugs, the pillows, the blankets
the ideas for appliances in the kitchen
the living room
oh, and the bathroom
the closet
college life shall be a leap of faith
the idea feels so surreal, so far away..
when in truth, its just down the street and around the corner a little ways
the idea of BEING ON MY OWN
with no parental guidance
IS SO FREEING AND WONDERFUL
but at the same time really scary, along with shorts bursts of manic moments that contain the words HOLY HELL, HOW?
the idea of leaving friends
and of friends leaving you
is sad, and heart wrenching
these bonds i've created, i don't want to break them
who knows if i'll get to see them again
but hey, nowadays there is the internet, and skype
THANK GOD FOR SKYPE
and cellphones -yeah that was a good invention
with the whole thing about how it fits into your pocket
smart move
but still...
optimism pie, i need to take a bite
hell, i need a whole slice
actually, more like the WHOLE DAMN PIE
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