the beginning of the inevitable end

that feeling when you get up too fast and you go blind. when all your senses are focused..when your balance is off. it is an uncomfortable feeling.
that moment when you have given up hope..you fought so hard the whole time to believe in it but you have always known this would be the outcome.
the sudden emptiness that becomes you when you realize. that little catch in your chest that was not there that morning, because when you woke up you were giddy with excitement
the moments of covering your smile with a blanket around friends, your cheeks turning a soft pink when you think of him, and the sky high thoughts that you were getting taken away with
...all ended in a subtle but inevitable moment.